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"I can’t want you anymore. It’s killing me."

- Anonymous (via s-29)

(Source: these-greatexpectations, via trying-to-end-the-pain)

"When you are fourteen, you still need your mom to hold you when you cry and your dad to watch out for you, but when I was fourteen, I stopped being friends with the next door neighbor who had been my friend since kindergarten. When you’re fourteen, your biggest worries should be about the boy who said he had a crush on you or what homework is due, but when I was fourteen, my biggest worry was the thought of living. I disappeared when I was fourteen, I lost myself the night I snuck out to get high with the boy three years older than me and I never really came home"

- (via wtf-lyss)

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can we just stay in bed, fuck and cuddle and kiss for like 2 weeks

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"I’ve been surviving my daily life without harming myself for so long now, I don’t understand why the urge is still there."

- InoPain (via iwillbehope)

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Anonymous asked: My dear, i read your description about how you desperately want to be skinny. Quite frankly, skinny is not as amazing as it seems. I mean, wanting to be normal is okay I guess but dont feel pressured to be stick thin. Because stick thin brings its own set of insecurities--i would know

I would know too. I used to be very small. I wrote that description more than 2 years ago.

Anonymous asked: what did u do to ur boyfriend


I am litteraly the biggest fuck up ever.

(Source: stop-thebleeding, via rosesmaketheworldgoround)